my complicated life

contrary to my expectation of a scolding by our director, i wasn't able to get one today. i submitted the technical evaluation the other day, took him a day to check it and this day he forwarded it to the procurement manager without any corrections. he hates mistakes kasi and as he reminded me last week, we cannot afford to have one. not these days or in any other days. it this is the reason why i wasn't able to get a promotion this year, i still think it is unfair. hello??!!! i was the one making all these technical evaluations kahit na magkanda-duling-duling na ako sa dami! nde naman sa nag-rereklamo ako. hehe. my point is, i should be given some credits for this effort. imagine, i have to think of the all our laboratories needs, then all these people have to ask me where is this, or that. hello??!!! ako ba tanungan ng nawawalang beaker at kung ano-ano pa??!! ano pa use ng database, when they are just so tinatamad to check it. buti na lang, kabisado ko where everything is supposed to be. hay naku, venting lang.

anyway, making these technical evaluations were not that difficult naman. it's just that medyo nakakaduling lang talaga when there are just so many items to evaluate or incomplete/new informations that i have to research pa, just to evaluate sensibly. but somehow, i am thankful that i was the one making it at this time. at least, nde ako feeling useless now that i don't have that much laboratory works. also, searching for informations that were greek to me adds a little something to my coconut. like differences/advantages of having incremental vs. absolute rotary encoder, optical vs. laser plummet, etc. wala lang, not my field but nice to know. =)