my complicated life

we both have 2-days off today, birthday kasi ng prophet ng mga muslims.. we just stayed in the house the whole day wherein he just slept most of the time and i have been tidying up the place while he is enjoying his sleeping moments. anyhow, when the parttimer that i have contacted came in, i woke him up and asked him to transfer to the other room as he will surely be disturbed when the cleaner starts her work. he obliged naman and made lambing pa nga. it was really odd because he was not the type who will be in a good mood when you wake him up. siguro, feel nya that i am really angry.

instead of going back to sleep, he just watched TV na lang in the living room. he asked me if i am not hungry yet as we haven't taken our lunch still even if it is almost 3 PM. told him, i am indeed hungry but is not in the mood to cook lunch. he then made lunch for both of us. sauteed tuna. okay naman kasi yung Rio tuna yun eh, it's yummy talaga. =) he was constantly making lambing the whole time. hmp.

the cleaner was able to tidy up the terrace area and our john. after the parttimer left, i decided to handwash my two blouses and then hubby came to the room and asked me if i am not bored. told him that i am bored, that is why i am keeping myself busy and hinted him that maybe he should do the same. syempre, ni-dedma niya yung sinabi ko. after finishing up my laundry, he asked me to lie beside him on the bed. that is when, we had this all sorts of talk. about plans, frustrations, etc. nag-heart-to-heart talk kami, finally! the talk did well naman, at least he heard me na this time.

the outcome??? i allowed him to have his vacation this May and the three of us will go home in December. maybe not all at the same time, but we will surely be in the Philippines to have our wedding day and/or baptism for our baby this year. yun lang naman ang gusto kong marinig eh, to have a concrete plan for the two important events. =) mahirap ba yun pagbigyan???