my complicated life

marvin and i made up already. as usual, made up without actually resolving the issue. nakakasawa na kasing magalit, so might as well accept his faults. nakaka-drain ng energy being angry and waiting for the other person to concede which you know he won't do. . although he was the one who initiated the peaceful talk (naks, parang giyera), feeling ko ako pa rin ang lugi. as always, it ends up that i am the one who lacks understanding. he said that i am just creating my own nightmare as there was no reason to get jealous in the first place. i tried to air my thoughts and feelings and although he listened, he still thinks he got a better alibi than what i have. haay. cge na nga, just to end this fight... nakakatuwa lang kasi we were both crying when we were talking about our issues. this was one of our big fights kasi kaya pang Best Actor and Actress andg dating ng drama namin. hehe. yun nga lang, mukhang naisahan ako because i didn't get the resolution that i wanted. hmm...