my complicated life

i failed in my driving test today... i won't go into specifics anymore because it just gets me depressed. basta, i knew i can drive well na eh. it's just those damn, damn rules and those pangit, pangit pulis!!!! ggrrr... gusto kong pumatay ng pulis!!!!!!

nope, i didn't cry out loud this time. instead, i just decided i'd take a vacation. somewhere. Phils., HK, Thailand.. bahala na where to. Basta, i need to get out of this God-forsaken country before i kill their policemen. sigh. i might as well spend my bucks travelling. to hell with UAE driving license! ayaw nilang magbigay, sa kanila na yun! hehehe. eh di airplane sasakyan ko and not cars.. ano ba naman pupuntahan ko dito, disyerto??? hello??!!! nde ko in-ambisyon makipag-chika-chika sa mga camels noh! hmp! anyway, these will be my vacation plans:

Plan #1: go to HK by myself from Dubai. visit OceanPark, etc.

Plan #2: go home to the Phils. and then to Thailand / Malaysia? with my sister.

i do hope i get to finish all the stuffs that i need at the lab in time, so i could have a lot of time for vacation. that means rendering a lot of extra hours next week. so be it. anyway, is there something to look forward in coming home early? wala naman.

of the things that i carry so heavily in my heart, i'm glad i was able to poured it out to someone i care and love so deeply about. note: it's a present tense. because i never stopped caring and loving. ang hirap kasing mag pretend na happy kahit nde. but pretend, i must. as of now, i'll prepare everything so that when they come into my life, they won't blame me for bringing them out. hay. i want babies. reasonable or not.