my complicated life

dunno how i got it (perhaps due to poor sleeping habits??? o kakatingin kay marvin??? ngehehe) but i am suffering from a stiff neck. as in, super sakit ng leeg ko! first time ever kong na-experience ito. i may be able to turn my head up and down with less effort than turning it left or right. been massaging it, carefully though because it's in the neck area, but the pain just don't subside. i can't take pain relievers pa naman, because i get allergic reactions from these kind of medicines. haay. what a hassle talaga! just as i was crossing the street this afternoon, i had to turn my whole body along with my head, to check for any incoming vehicle. para akong robot! hehehe. it's really a parusa!

when i got home this afternoon, i actually don't want to go out anymore but then, i had to pay the telephone bill. so, got no choice but go out and go to etisalat office. marvin came to know of my neck problem and checks on my whereabouts frequently. certified eengot-engot na daw kasi ako in crossing streets, add to that na may stiff neck pa ako, na-double pa daw ang pagka-engot and accident prone ko! hmm... concern ba yun or what???!!!! hehehe. anyhow, i was able to pay the phonebill and arrived back home in one piece. nagmamadali nga ako umuwi to catch up the teleseryes on TV, only to find out na wala nga pala today kasi Sat! grrr.....kainis!

on the brighter side, i am feeling odd lately. hmm... magkaka-baby na kaya ako??! just needs a few more weeks to confirm it though. haven't told it to marvin yet kasi sawa na siya sa false alarms ko. hmm... if this odd feeling confirms as a positive news, then i won't be making my own nightmares anymore. he can go wherever he wants to. ngehehe. let's just wait and see....worried lang ako as to what my bosses will say if ever. as my work is not mommy-friendly, i'll definitely have a hard time coping. =(