my complicated life

i now feel better compared to yesterday. the pain in my neck have subsided. i can now move my head sideways to the left for at least 45 degrees! =) however, the pain on my upper back is still present. sinisingil na kaya ako ng katawan ko for abusing it when i was still young? i hope not. ang dami ko pang gustong gawin sa buhay ko eh. anyway, will just keep on praying that this pain is not associated with a more complicated illness. sana, ordinary muscle pain lang siya.

hmmm... my hubby texted me! asking how i am... kiligs! haha. it's been a long time since he texted me and asked how i am, when we are both at work. siguro kasi araw-araw na kaming nagkikita. hehe. he has been extra sweet the past days. bakit kaya??? kahina-hinala... hehehe.

blogging-wise, i have changed the URL of this blog from www.myleen.blogspot.com to www.pluckedfeather.blogspot.com . why?? first, is to limit the people who knows the address. yeah, yeah. i know i shouldn't have made an online journal if i don't want it to be read. but then, i do wanted it to be read. yun nga lang, by a few limited human beings whom i know for sure will not judge my character. i wanted it to be read and be understood in return. so far, i have made the mistake of spilling my blogging expertise to some people that eventually limits my honesty in writing. not that i am writing the wrong stuffs, but more of i am withholding some facts and opinions that may put me in a hot seat. anyhow, now that this blog site has been renamed, i am now back to my usual self. ganado na uling magkwento..haha. secondly, i liked the new URL address. i have tried different URL names but those that i thought of (like www.mscomplicated.blogspot.com, www.mylife.blogspot.com, etc.) were all taken!!! well, nde na ako masyadong inis about it because my URL is more appropriate with the design. www.pluckedfeather.blogspot.com ... di ba ang ganda!??! =) it can be a plucked feather of a bird or of an angel. whatever it is, the point is... the feather was plucked! gets moh?! that whether bird or angel, it cannot achieve the perfection it should have. because beyond its control, a feather or two will be plucked no matter how perfect she desires to be. hay naku, basta... just relate it to being not-so-perfect yet still manage to fly and be beautiful despite the imperfections.