my complicated life

i went out with my new friend Jihan last night and we watched Will Smith's new movie, Hancock. not a movie to rave about but it did gave me an opportunity to laugh for some time on some scenes. i used to laugh or smile about the simple jokes. but now, i am finding it hard. hmmm... masyado na yata akong nagiging seryoso in life. masama na ito. parang nagiging fix na yung face muscles ko that i am starting to forget how to laugh real hard. imagine that! fix na nakasimangot!! yaiks. yeah, i miss being happy. yung walang iniintinding problema. i miss being carefree. hindi na ito healthy. i need to do something about this. now before things are too late. kaya lang, here in the Middle East, everything has a price tag. =( these are the times that i miss climbing mountains to relieve myself of all of life's burdens. i miss my sister, i miss my friends in pinas, i miss my pamangkins. hhmm, nami-miss kaya nila ako? parang hindi. hehe.

PI has an outing this coming thursday and friday. i really wanted to go. i want to go and unwind. bring out the kid in me again. yun nga lang, aside from the gastos it'll impose on my budget, the trip's going to be in fujairah. mahihirapan si lance with the travel. wala pa naman kaming sasakyan. i'll avail of the bus ride if ever. i'll probably ask my friend rolly na ihatid si lance and ate bel sa office. hay. decide, decide myleen. i still have 3 hours and 45 minutes to think. <<--- oops, time's up! i have signed the registration form. yippee....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!