my complicated life

nowadays, networking websites (like facebook, friendster, etc.) turned out to be venting out websites also. yes, everybody needs to build network of friends and in turn, they vent out to these people about their success, downfalls or just about anything in their minds.

i am one of these people. i check my facebook account more than 3 times in most days just to see what my friends are doing. i in turn, vents out once in awhile in a rather subtle hideous way.

since my mother became "single", i have lost the emotional connection with her. thus, most of my frustrations in life are bottled up inside me. i turn into these venting out websites (this blog included) to pour out a little when i really, really need to unload. i pour some to a handful of friends (to my BFF tina, most especially) when i feel like am about to explode. however, as much as possible i keep my burdens to myself (or type it in here) and spare my friends of unhappy stories. i don't like telling unhappy stories. i don't like to be seen sad. in times like these, i just sing my song....