my complicated life

i told myself that career will not be my priority anymore. however, for some weeks i have been going home late, working my butt off to finish lab activities for these people. when a professor approached me and talked to me about that training, i thought that somehow my efforts were recognized. but with the news that i received today, i was wrong. i am so disappointed and pissed off. the training that i was hoping to get was not granted to me. kainis. what is more disappointing was the thought that my superiors were not that supportive of my professional development. another department valued me more pa. pramis. i felt this way before and i did something i never regret. will it happen again?! i dunno. basta, for today... all i know is that i'll go home at 4 pm sharp. anyway, my efforts were not valued. hindi ko naman research yung mga yun. hmp.