my complicated life

i'm done with the ielts exam. nope, the result is not out yet but i am not really looking forward. nangamote ako, grabe. i won't go into details anymore as i am trying my damnest (aka dumb) best to forget that day (the same thing i am trying hard to forget how i showed the world of a certified dumb i am when i signed that paper!). anyway, i need a miracle, a huge one.

oh yeah, i almost fall into the trust trap again. good thing, i didn't!! haha. well, i am actually being won over inch by inch... i almost had that slip of the tounge and divulge all. until my trust was broken once more. good thing i was able to postpone laying my trust again. at least, this time i wasn't too late.

the year's about to end in a few days and nothing good has happened in my life. not a single thing. how pathetic.

i met some new people, chose to lay back a bit. no, not worth it.

met an old friend. i'm glad i did.

i am missing a friend. oops, make that five. good thing, elyn came back already. one down.

i am missing the somebody who always reminds me to smile and whom i know would always want me to be happy (i hope i am sending the message that i am not happy, so i would be rescued... hehe. asa pa).

i am missing myself and something else. should i also look where nemo used to live?

my son's growing up more handsome each day. lovely chuckles, never fails to brighten mommy's days. my angel and my heaven, all rolled into one.