my complicated life

among other problems i have right now, i feel so depressed upon knowing i have a whooping 1,500 AED dirhams telephone/internet bill!!!! hay, para akong nanganak ng 2 beses. =( i had lots of expenses these past two months but of all things that got my attention were those wasted on unimportant things such as phone bills and unused visas. nakakapanlumo and nakakapanhinayang when i could have invested these money to business with lea sana, instead of going down the drain. hay. anyway, what to do yani???!! damage has been done and i had to literally pay for it.