my complicated life

today's my birthday. my friends sent me emails, text messages, voice mails while my nanay took the time to record greetings from friends and called me up to let me hear it over the phone. naiyak talaga ako. actually, can't help but mag-emote the whole day. even while working, i can't help but get teary-eyed. ewan ko, naaawa ako sa sarili ko. maybe, am just feeling too emotional because i just turned 30 years old today and technically with no savings and wishes that didn't come true. add to the fact that this wish could be lost forever just because i am saving for something which could not come. hay.

a happy birthday??? everyone's happy except me. =( like what i have replied in my email, since happy sila for me, i will try to be happy na lang din.

my kuya cooked pancit for me and gave a necklace accesory that i couldn't wear because it's too small. si kuya talaga, patawa. hehe. i rendered extra hours sa office working. i was so busy at office today just like any other day. pagod. di bale, tomorrow tapos na birthday ko, tapos na pagse-senti ko.