boat trip, hammam, eating a lot or ice cream didn't worked. :( i am more depressed now than what i have been a few weeks back. been looking forward for a happy christmas, but it just didn't happen.
for the meantime, i will try burying myself into solitary. deactivated my FB account and hided myself from the online community. will gradually change all account names and passwords until i am finally left all alone... unreachable... what else is new? i have been all alone for a long time. :(
p.s.
after 5 years of going on- and off-line.. i am finally saying goodbye to blogging my personal sentiments. nobody cares on how i feel, anyway. haha. it took me awhile to realize that!
goodbye.